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Hello my fellow bloggers! I’m Tinisha and whom do I have pleasure of sharing my future thoughts, emotions and perspectives with? Hopefully some pretty awesome people! Generally, I’m a relaxed, laid back individual who values four key things in life; communication, intelligence and peace and tranquility. I enjoy the simple things in life, you know? Like rainy days, falling leaves, long walks in the park. I guess I have a real adoration for it. Objects in their natural state are the most beautiful; like a woman without makeup. Moving onward– I’m a 21 year old female, originally from Rhode Island but currently residing in good ol’ South Carolina with my soul-mate Jason and his mother and father. While I’m greatly appreciative of their efforts in generously helping us out over the course of approximately the past 2 years now, I would love nothing more than getting my own place with Jason and truly being independent. I never did like depending on anyone. It’s not that I’m proud of anything; it’s just not my cup of tea. One lesson that I’ve learned thus far in life is to never depend on anyone but yourself because in the end, (one way or another); that is the only person you’ll have left.
Presently, I’m attending Virginia College and working towards my Associates degree in Office Administration. I have firm plans to also complete my Bachelors and Masters in Business Administration. I’m trying to work on one thing at a time and not get too ahead of myself here but I’m also considering attaching a degree in finance too along with bilingual in Spanish. I would never want to sound arrogant but I have the intention of turning this world upside down with my knowledge; for the better of course. My ultimate goal in life is to obtain a career making 6+ figures a year and be irreplaceable to a company, a real asset if you will. I know that the average person will claim that impossible or damn near it but I like to be that 1% who sees nothing as impossible. At the moment, both Jason and I work full-time in a refrigerator factory through a temp agency. Though temp agencies are highly known for having a huge turn over rate, we have been fortunate to find consistent stability at this place. However, we both are always seeking better opportunities; especially with me being in college. Manufacturing is completely irrelevant to my choice of studies and/or career. Even though business and manufacturing coincide with each other, it’s not quite what I had in mind for myself in the future. In fact, it may be too early to tell exactly what is in store for me. One thing I know for sure, even though I love Jason very much and we have been together for a little over 2 years now; marriage and children are very last on my list of things to do. We disagree on a lot of things but this is one we are both on the same page with. There is no race or competition. We barely have just started our life together.
The reason I have such a set of broad goals and priorities is because I had to mature at an early age due to my childhood. I used to have a repugnant infatuation with bringing up my past and using it as every excuse to back my poor verbal and non-verbal actions. I had literally convinced myself that being ignorant was my destiny and that I was mentally ill. For awhile my main purpose was to then convince everyone else around me of what I had convinced myself. I felt like no matter how hard I tried, I was always misunderstood and could never find the perfect words for persuasion. Truth was, I had too much time on my hands and was stuck in the vicious circle of denial. Now, I chalk up my past as unfortunate and move on towards bigger and better things because that is the only way. I’m legal now; which means that within reason, no one can control or make decisions for me anymore. I’m mentally independent. You can’t change the people around you to suit your needs. They have to want to change themselves. You won’t hear me talk too much about my past. Every so often, I may make small references to it but nothing more. At times, I may get sent back to the past and stumble into that dark place temporarily. It happens, we’re all human but I promise that I won’t dwell on it. That will remain a past time for me. At this time in my life, it is my mission in life to prove to myself everything that I can achieve through great effort, sweat, blood and tears. I don’t think I’m entitled to more than anyone else on this earth but I do feel that I deserve the equal chance to use my knowledge, resources, and everything that I learn in the future to help me build my desired future just as anyone does. Some people settle for the less complicated lifestyles; me? I like a challenge. It keeps my brain stimulated and I thrive off of that. Well, in the mean time; patience is a virtue and nothing good in life ever comes easy. So, I’ll leave you with this–
As time goes on, you will learn a substantial amount about me. Blogging is a great stress and anxiety reliever for me as I’m sure it is to a lot of people. This is a place where I feel like I can truly be myself. That’s difficult to do in today’s society. I want you to know that my blog will always be honest and I will always appreciate and respect the opinions of others whether I agree with them or not. I hope y’all enjoy my blog and I look forward to conversating and meeting each and every one of you!
~Tinisha A. Johnson